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Sex: female
Age: 19
Location: Vlissingen, Zeeland, The Netherlands
Orientation: Bisexual
Rating: 10.00
Rating points: 120
Member since: September 18, 2007
Last logged in: January 05, 2009, 01:54pm
Status: In a relationship
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 12 people

Profile:
Hi everyone I've desided it was time to do some work on my profile...
So the next few days I wil be making changes ....
Put on some new pics, and also put some lyrics on here that I've been writing lately...
Hope you all like it, and if you do ... please subscribe ;)
Much love...





you still stood to the beginning
but saw no longer the sense
of living in your world
full problems
your candle of life continued burning
your heart petrified and silted up
untill you no longer could imagine oneself
under the sun
burning your heart
so that you guess
itself consciously
unqualifiable for the end
your last word added at the action
at last released to be heard
committed you itself assassination
sadly - I am angry
this way impotent that I
have understood just now too late
how you have fought
incredibly suffered
desperately prayed for help


t
18-08-1998
Nici Boschma
Out of my life
But never out of my heart

such as you said: I have rest now
and you're with your father now
Just like one day I will be with you again
Dear daddy...I just want the world to know how much I love you
And how much I miss you...
But just words aren't enough to explain how I feel....
After ten years I still can't accept the fact you're gone...
I hope you're still with me somehow...
Because I can't let go... Dear daddy...Why did you deside it was your time to leave?
Some day maybe I will understand...
But for now I just want to tell you, you're on my mind....
And as long as I'm alive...you will be here....
Because I am a part of you...
I am so much like you...
Did you know that ?
Whenever I look in the mirror I see your face...
Daddy...Please protect me, love me, and please....always stick around...
I love you


ABOUT ME

Hi ,
so this is my site, hope ya all like it!
It's not done yet though so don't be bitchin :P
ow yeah by the way don't mind the mistakes, I wrote most of this when I was stoned as hell:P
If you wanna know more just send me a message:)
special thanks to : Patriot_NL
OMG IGK :P

mii and my baby girl
Some friends are for ever...
Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise(surprise)
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Walking, Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?

I hate you!

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
And touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you

I've slept so long without you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Orgy-slept so long THIS IS T|HE BEST FUCKING SONG EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



This is me :D

You scored as Violent, You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.

Exciting

75%

Violent

75%

Soft

50%

Wet

44%

Sweet

38%

Hot

31%

Awkward

0%

Shy

0%

What is your sexual style?
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The beauty of a woman.
Is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries,
or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman.
Must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
is not in a facial mole,
but true beauty in a woman
is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
the passion that she shows,
and the beauty of a woman
with passing years---only grows!

Made bY www.lovelylay0uts.tk










Written with a pen,
sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
please answer this:
Are we friends,
Or are we not?
You told me once but i forgot.

So tell me now
And tell me treu
So I can say
I'm here for you.
Of all the friends
I've ever met,
you're the one
I won't forget

And if I die
Before you do,
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you

I'll give the angels
back their wings
And risk the loss
Of everything
Just to prove my
friendship is treu..

To have a friend like you


I've written this a few days ago...please let me know what you think...
I guess they think it's humor
Or whatever they think it is
It's gonna kill me one day
Stich by stich by stich

They say it doesn't hurt
As long as it's not fissical
But it's their fault
I found scars all over my soul

One stitch
For every open wound they've caused me
All those stitches together
Makes that there's nothing left for me to be
I tried to tell them
Tried to make them understand
But it doesn't make a diffrence
They just don't want me to still stand

This is for all those people
Who've been trying to get me on my knees
What I'm trying to say is
That I'm gonna be bigger than the sea
So take a good look at me
Cause it might be your last
Before you blinked your eyes
You'll realize I'm way too fast

So think about this
Next time there are things you say or do
Things that happen in your worst nightmares
Thing you wouldn't want to happen to you
Think about the fact
That for some this is life
Think before you act
And think before you take that hypothetical knife

The steps you take can have effect on others
I could keep worrying
But then again....
I won't even bother


Some new pics : align="right">


Daddy I miss you...

You're still here
I might not be able to see you
Not able to speak to you
But i know
You're still here
After all these years
Of missing your precance
Missing your smile
You're still here
It was your dissision to leave
Without lying
Or dissieve
And yet...
I know you're still here
The question why will not be answerd
It will never be
Just hope you tought me right
Before the day
You had to leave
And still i know
You're still here
You left me
With a family of lieers and thieves
Who'll tell their little story's and makebelieves
Lucky for me
You left a few good people to
And in them i see...
You're still here
Tried so hard to forget
The things i once had
Lost it all
Nothing's gonna give it back
so I hope...
You're still here
Seems so dark
Without my father
To turn back on the lights
To promise me
He's still here
Guess nothing lasts forever
Can't turn back time
You're still here
Or are you ???



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Choke_On_My_Kiss

[Reply]
Dec 23, 2008, 08:23am
als je op het join vakje drukt

kitty
Choke me, Spank me, Pull my hair!


FuckingMetal

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Dec 19, 2008, 11:20am
Hi meis,
Helaas zijn het alsnog de regels dat wanneer iemand die van de cult deleted is niet binnen 2 weken weer terug komt opnieuw een app moet maken.
Mijn excusses voor het ongemak, en ik zie de app dan wel in mn inbox tegemoet!
xxx the staff van society_x



Join New_generation.
De cult voor iedereen die wel van een pittig onderwerp houd.

StillCrazy
[Reply]
Dec 16, 2008, 06:30am
no problem... how r u?

sexium

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[Reply]
Dec 16, 2008, 06:27am
D: damn
then you shoudl take those off xD

- s e X i u m -
StillCrazy
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Dec 16, 2008, 06:26am
heh... got yas... well the picture rawked.. that's why I commented it.
StillCrazy
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Dec 16, 2008, 06:23am
LOLz... the guitar.. looked like a fender stratocaster.. but it might have just been one of those guitar hero's..

sexium

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Dec 16, 2008, 06:21am
D: why not

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DeViAte-VF

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Dec 14, 2008, 12:41pm
Whahaha ik mag niet met m'n mond vol praten maar typen mag vast wel :-D

Ik weet natuurlijk niet wat m'n vader vroeger allemaal heeft uitgespookt maar als jou vader niet Willem Pieter als voornamen heeft kunnen we dat in ieder geval uitsluiten :-D hahaha

DeViAte-VF

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Dec 14, 2008, 12:32pm
Hey of die koters van jou zijn of niet maakt de foto niet minder leuk ;-)

En je profiel dat komt vast wel goed.
Ik heb er in ieder geval alle vertrouwen in hoor :-)

Maar goed, etenstijd hier :-D
Laters..

DeViAte-VF

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Dec 14, 2008, 12:20pm
Hey meis,

Tof profiel, origineel en eerlijke onderwerpen, waardeer ik wel.

Leuke foto's btw vooral van de koters :-D

Hier is een 10 voor jou ;-)